Man that's so sad, i do feel yr pain to an extent, all the lost opportunities coz you either don have the cash or the crypto to invest, trying to reward yrself with the miniscule profits you make then something shitty happens. Trust me i've been in a couple of car accidents in 4 months, i have a shattered laptop screen to fix and my credit card is constantly maxed out for the past god knows how many months.i will resteem yr post maybe a whale might give you his upvote at 100% i will follow and upvote as well though my upvote ain't worth nothing anyways.Hope everything turns out well for you:). Remember me when you're rich ;)