Hey brother,

To be fully honest about why I do refrain from commenting some topics sometimes, beside being an introvert human that is fighting that to at least benefit the "whole" by questioning the "unquestionable" that the masses believe, said to us all by cult leaders, whether from States, governments, news (at this point both MSM and a great part of alternatives too), popes, priests, so called scientists, schools (the present education system is stupefying students instead of developing independent thought, incentivise curiosity, thirst for knowledge and understanding..), and after indoctrination, by the ones surrounding us, ostracizing the ones who think different because they actually decided to take responsibility on their actions and did the research by themselves, I'm getting tired of people not being able to understand that they're supporting their own enslavement in exchange of some materialistic "commodity", then whining about it not working as "it should" or being suddenly changed, attacked, hacked, because they didn't do the simple yet extensive work of researching and actually changing their current self-destructive ways, of not being able to understand in a logic and truthful way nature around them, of following scientism and not understanding what science really is by themselves (I'm already repeating myself), not because someone they don't know tells them so, of not following their heart, following propaganda, a lot of other stuff, and of being in this fight, ostracized for too long, yet, not being able to quit because once You expand Your mind and know something its impossible to go back and live as if it wasn't nothing as if it didn't exist in the first place..

I've used to hack stuff, to code trojans, virus, cracking applications, games, picking the most various kinds of locks, played with a lot of chemistry, had planed and started to develop an "alter ego" device, only to get rid of it and trying my best to forget how I got to that so it wouldn't be used as another tool to enslave humanity, and a lot of other stuff, for the fun of it, for being a challenge, to learn how something works and get around it, create something new or simply get access to something supposedly "secure" only to demonstrate that it isn't, most of the times because the user didn't want to learn something, call it laziness, stupidity, absence of self mind control, that I can't answer, never could, in my mind I was like, "..how can people do stuff that harms themselves even after knowing what they are doing to them and others.. and don't f"#$in stop!? Why do they only pay attention to garbage!?", and I think I'm just a regular Joe not that smart but..

Sigh.. Sorry about this rant and I'll try to finish since I've already said too much, I think it's a good thing that there are still hackers going around messing things up, even stealing cryptos (maybe people start opening their eyes for the true reality around them), I've retired from that after breaking into my own ISP, and now they're a lot more secure (and do I care that a couple of people got fired? Yes, it still haunts me but if they haven't slacked, it could have been secure from the beginning as it is now, instead of almost opening bankruptcy of the ISP..)..

No need to thank for the link it was nothing, and sorry about all of this but I guess my "buttons" are very sensitive right now, and I might be on the verge of "exploding"..

Don't worry, it's not Your fault, I'm not really feeling that well lately, being alone for too long and knowing a lot more than what I can discuss about with people around me, beside being alone for the great majority of time not helping, miss the ability to smile.. Doesn't matter..(..and I think to myself.. "Stop f#$%ing whining Cy, get a hold of yourself cause there are still people in need that You can help!!")

Thank You dear @Crypto.Piotr for caring and being the one to ask, for I like You and have a lot of respect for You, if it had been another person I would probably enter in an ad hominem argument sooner or later instead of breathing and calming down a bit to remain the most present possible, not that I want but there are still a few things happening in my life that I can't control and might get me in a freakin' bad place..

Have an amazing day friend, wish You all the best,

Cy