my dear friend i just want to share my openion here please do not think i am hurt you but as a friend just share with you because do not want you to see in more trouble. first of all sucide is not a solution of any problem because due to that person who do sucide is gone but people who attached wtih him/her also comes in trouble like family members mother or father so its not a good solution according to me. second thing in this kind of situation need to believe in god and keep hear motivational speech because they encourage a lot to come out situation although i know its hard becasuse people who in depression only know what pain of it and also not get any idea how to deal because situation is like that. one thing who keep my all dpression or wrong thought removed was i heared ones in out spritiual guru that keep believing in god that everything happen with us that there is something reason not any happiness or trouble permenent so do not worry for it. in everyones life there is always happiness then it must be trouble and pain too so just accept it and move on nothing can change but you change your attitude to live then that problem will not solve but you can adujst live with it and not any problem is perment so ones it will sure gone so just keep faith in good. what ever happen with us is signal of good so what ever happen in any sitiuation just tell god that thank you because many time something really good thing happen with us in life even we never thought so its also power of good too, we must have to remeber that any problem is not permenenet and its solvable so keep trust in god and keep trust in yourself. i can understand that when there is depression how feel because i seen my dad too and its really tough to come out from it but we must have to try because its again if there is problem then there is solution too so just need to find it and till need to adjust live it and not allow to heavy on you.