This sucks! Yes, it Sucks!!! This time with a capital S and three exclamation marks.

I understood all those shit about me standing up and acting like a man. Yeah, I know I'm getting older, even though I still think I'm young to carry all your burdens, I'm still trying to carry some.

I've been trying to fill the space your dad left, but u ain't making it any easier.
How dare you say shit to me just because I asked why you became fatter. Seriously? I've been working my ass off trying to provide for you and my own family too. And all you could do is sit down to eat, drink and wait for my arrival.

Baby, I'm TIRED, mind you, the "tired" is bolded and it's all in caps. I told you I didn't mean it when I said you are fat right? No! Read this words now, "you are fat".
I'm getting skinny and you are increasing in size. Yet, you said I'm trying? Seriously, trying?? Even "you've been great" is still a word I'll manage.

Working twice a week wouldn't be bad for a 2 weeks pregnant lady, getting that job wasn't easy, and you turned it down just because you want to keep your reputation?
If you plan on sitting down and expect me to do the works, Fine! Then appreciate whatever I bring in. I'm not as rich as your dad, if he were alive, you probably would have been in a 5 star hotel having quality fun.

I'm still trying to give you a perfect life, all I asked is you assist me.

And my nickname, what you don't like others calling me. It's just a nick, not my real name. I believe you know that. You ain't cool with people calling me "capable"? Who should call me that if not you. I'm clapping for your friend right now, she gives you bad advice and you still listen to her sometimes. How else will i tell you that you being with her hurts me?

It's funny what love can do. I still find myself hugging you tight.