Hi. You and I are two strangers .. but I sympathize with your life. Do not worry that your story is bullshit. You need to share with your family. I see you as a father, you have children. Are not you happy?Have you ever talked to your wife about this?
Do not create loneliness ! You need to relax and go out with your family more. Take photo memories, travel to new lands, try to do something crazy but fun. I wish I could see your smile again.
Thank you for joining my contest. You are the winner of this competition :D