Hey @amymya I probably understand how you feel more than you may imagine. Abuse steals so much from you and it also steals trust that you have in humanity and that things will ever be different. The division and the barrier that's been placed between the divine masculine and feminine has been occurring for a very very long time and it's entirely deliberate. At it's core this is a spiritual battle, universal law is a play on balance and energy and imbalance makes us weak. At an energetic level the assault on femininity makes the masculine weak and vice versa. That is why we must not allow ourselves to be manouvered into a vs situation, that is their game and we would be very unwise to play it.

The fact that you're disgusted with the world is equally entirely deliberate .. they want to want to denigrate humanity to suh a point that we hate ourselves and believe there is nothing worth fighting for. They want you disgusted with your brothers and sisters because within esoteric law we have to give our power away, we have to give the world away for they are unable to take. We are all born with an inherant power and in a slight of hand the world is set up so that we hand it away of our own volition.

I know many peple don't believe in the spiritual aspect and that's fine. All I will say is that I've spent over thirty years of deep research and "soul searching" to try and understand how it all works and I believe with every fibre of my being that this is the truth. If you can find a way of separating emotion and belief then within the process of searching your soul I believe you will begin to understand what I'm trying to say. Thanks again