I started a new job and that has been taking most of my time and energy. I also haven't been a fan of newsteem, but that's another story.

I've lost loved ones and it struck me how it was little things like driving down a certain road I'd been on with them that made me feel the loss most deeply. As life has gone on the acute pain is gone, but I still feel the loss. That's why it's so important to be thankful for what we have while we have it.

I'm glad you're figuring out how to start processing it. It's a journey and there can be steps forward and back, but the important thing is to keep going. And it's ok to be where you're at. Don't push yourself to be ok if you're not ok. That won't help anything. It's ok to be in pain. That's how it heals.