Depression, and the Dwindling Quality of My Posts
Hello my friends. If you have been following me on here, you may have noticed that the quality of my posts (i.e. effort put in) has dwindled in this past week. I'm here to apologize for that, and do intend to raise my quality again in the coming days/weeks. The only scapegoat I have for this drop in quality is me. You see, this past week I have been dealing with a lot of stressors. A moderate depression has worsened a bit, with a touch of suicidal thoughts (that I will not act on) as well as deepened anxiety, to which can partially be attributed to fireworks for this veteran. But the biggest add this last week was finding out my marriage is on the verge of ending, and I am walking a very fine line to fix it. Truth is, it's 90-95% my fault. I can accept that. She is everything to me, and I will do what I have to do to save us. Sorry, if quality takes a little longer to return (only been here 3 weeks, and had the ups and downs) but now you know why. Thank you so much for sticking around.
Iggy
I will not be one of the 22vets.
Hey brother, I'm sorry to hear about your troubles. Do not worry about the quality of your posts. You need to take care of you first and foremost! My thought are with you friend. I hope things work out with you and your wife.
Thanks much my friend. I will do all possible to keep afloat.
@iggyg85
Beautiful writeup!Thanks for sharing.
Thank you, really needed an outlet.
Take care of yourself
Will do, thanks.