Hey guys! Merry Christmas to you as well. I haven't looked at any videos or anything but I've read through your blog and I like your spirit. This is indeed a place where you can make it one step at a time. Hopefully I can be one of those steps for you. My advice to you would be to learn as much as you can about how this place works and then put into practice what you learn. The hardest part is being true to yourself and being who you are. But you've got that part down in spades. I'm a firm believer that we all can learn something from someone else and we all have something we can teach. Steem On and keep showing us the journey....