You have no reasons to explain yourself. Like you set from the onset, many especially steemians who join steemit recently, when it is much rosier dont yet understand how steemit works and tend to measure value added to the platform mostly by a blogpost and its earning, when indeed most of the value may have been done in the past, behind the scenes or have much greater potential of adding immense value in the future, plus they don't know how impactful you can be for steemit, in #cn where internet is somewhat censored. Overall, this value can't even have a price tag. If people give more time though and simply ask, they will find out more. Moreover, though it is all blockchain and bare, going to someone's wallet and ransacking it and coming out conclusively without having total facts is interferes with privacy. i am sure if some did the same to him/her, he wont love it. But this is becoming so rampant now on steemit, especially now when the price of steem is high and posts have high amounts and it looks all huge. At 7 cents, this wasnt the case!