Stopped by to show support for your story. I grew up in a home similar... I have two children myself, but am not with their mother. I have learned and believe that children come to earth because they are meant to be here and it doesn't matter about the parents. It's a funny thing like that. Some kids with divorced parents do well, some with loving parents who stay together turn out bad. Who knows?
It's really serious, I noticed that too,it might be because of the caring, though I never enjoyed that for once .. I'm doing well and I'm happy with it