Wonderful real life story. I know it has been tough for you being left broken by your past and having family issues at home. I've been there and experienced the same where ending my life has been tempting. Just like you, I encoutered God and that's my turning point. I am glad you had your own turning point story. All these trials are now part of our testimony. :)

God bless you. I know someday you'll find the one who will praise God with you.