I hear you Jeremy, I can relate on a couple of levels as a recovering Catholic and I recently completed my Masters, I remember clearly what a work out it was. For the record most of what I read could pass for sci-fi/fiction, what I choose to read is, generally speaking, well researched material that exposes how the scoundrels in positions of power and authority continually deceive the masses. I also enjoy spending time reading geologic historical researchers (e.g. Immanuel Velikovsky). Be careful not to close the door too tight, you could miss valuable, even liberating, information. Best.