Hi @n4zriofficial, thanks for the honest sharing. I hope this work I out for you. I know it sounds cliche, but don't give up just yet, if not the guilt of not trying hard enough will haunt you for a long time. Missed opportunities are painful to reflect on, but bear in mind it's also a chance to practice gratefulness. I hope your mom feels better.
Thanks for the advice @maverickfoo. She's a fighter, my mother will be fine.