I enjoyed reading your post. I honestly wouldn't have thought bartending would be hard but after you break it down...f*ck that. I definitely see why you would quit. I loved your words of encouragement at the end. I did this same thing with my job. I was a cna so I worked in a nursing home. I got hit by old people with dementia, bit and kicked. I cleaned up old butts all day long. I would cry as I walked through the hall ways. So, one day I quit while I was pregnant and I've been a stay at home mom since