I feel the same way, I would get so upset when I first joined and was told most people wouldn't be here in a year. Hence, why I freaked out and gave you all my private information. I don't do well with friendships just disappearing. I've never been a part of a community that members just disappeared. I also find it hard to maintain relationships that are only online. The different time zone and what not are a real challenge, but then there are people like you and choogirl that are basically friends that I feel I have know my whole life. Can we be life long friends at first online chat? This has got to be a thing. Also, so glad to see you writing again. LOVE YOU! okay, bye!