What do you like about today?
Will you gave up the fight? Every day with it blessing and challenges, that's very certain and nothing can be done about it the only hope we have is that we trust God who could give you tomorrow.
I know nothing about tomorrow, but i have God who knows from beginning till the end so we need to be very careful of our ways, we should live to please God and not doing contrary to his Will.
God will not forsake his own, i believe that.