Sounds like you need a bit of time for yourself, sometimes it's the best thing we can do. I've been in a similar situation since September last year although i packed it all in because of burn out. I think personally it's a lot easier to plan a more meaningful direction than not, however sometimes we need time for ourselves and some patients in order to grow. I've actually been the poorest i have ever been these last few months, and strangely probably the happiest too, however it's really difficult to find a cool enjoyable meaningful job that pays well out of the blue. I am starting the same old job i've always done in a few weeks, and even though still not sure exactly what i want to do i'm going to try and get my head down and save some money up, unfortunately unless your super lucky, to me this is one of the only ways out. And yoga too of course :)