These holidays have been one of recovery and relaxation focusing on my mental well being while recovering some semblance of normality. After being stalked at work, at uni and finally to my very neighbor hood my sense of safety had disappeared, how does one recover from such targeted malcontent, insidious as everywhere you feel comfortable disappears. Where would I then look to for comfort? Sleep which normally would 'not be allowed' during the night I could make it up during the day, this one act allowed me to regain sense of myself and those around me. The issue with this solution is that once the uni day is back, how will I be able to fit in such bizarre sleeping patterns. Hopefully I can maintain the mental fortitude to continue on with studies, regain my sense of self determinism, my sense of being an actual human.