Letter to Bapak, in Heaven

Today, August, 1st, your birthday, happy birthday Bapak, in heaven.. Wish you always happy there, no feel any pain again..

It's already 8 years you left us, and I still miss you everyday, especially in your birthday.. We never blow up the candle coz u said its strange, hahahahahaha, that's why we never do that..

You know, lots of thing happen one year back,

First, covid19, hit the world in 2020, and now on 2021, there are several types of covids, type of delta much more dangerous than any other, I don't know what will happen next, I've heard, the new one detected in Indonesia..

Since last year, I rarely went to office, only one day in a week, the worst one last month, working from home, full month, and till I write this, I still don't have any info what will happen in August, still waiting.. Hufffhhh,, wish this pandemic end soon..

Second, your grandchild add again, son from Ella n Rizal, named Kenzo.. So cute.. Totally, now u have 5. When they are at our home, it just like playground, wish u were here, im sure, you will happy, and all those pain that u feel because your diabetic, will be gone..

Third,, I got closer to someone, but I think it wasn't run very well.. Broke up again after trying to know each other for several months... I don't know what to say.. I prayed to God when I get closer with him, till I found the answer of my pray.. Yeah, it will be better if we not continue our relation.. I think I need your warm hug when that thing happened.. It's difficult decision Pak, very2 difficult, but don't worry, I can through this one also.. I cried at first, but now i can handle it.. Now, start from beginning again, 😊

Fourth,,, your lovely Rani now in junior high school 251.. Remember this school dad?.. Registration school now by online.. It tooks 3 days to do this.. our heart push so hard waiting the announcement.. 251 is school number 5 that we choose.. First 102, 103, 207, 91, and then 251.. Now, school also by online.. Everyday she has home work to do and it should be send to google class room.. Rani hates math so much, so i teach her so hard to make her understand.. but she loves drawing so much.. She can draw some object very well, different with me, I cant draw at all, hahahahahaha...

I miss u so much Bapak.. Miss u to the moon and back.. Ibu alhamdulilah in good condition.. Im sure she miss u too.. Pray for us from heaven, especially for me 😁😊.. Alfatihah for you Bapak.. Love you...

Dee...