I am sorry to hear your anxiety is through the roof as your put it. If I may I would like to offer some healing advice that could help you with dealing with anxiety.

There is a technique called EFT, Emotional Freedom Technique or Tapping for short. It combines ancient Chinese meridian points with Neural Linguistic Programming. I will link a couple of videos below. I have used this on myself to some success, as well, I have used it on friends who have anxiety issues and they reported feeling lighter afterwards, which is the typical response.

I hope this helps you to deal with your anxiety and find some peace.

Peace
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