How to regain my ego in Gaming

after a long time of playing, i was little bit of confident about my strength. but after watching few of my videos, one of my in game friend told me that i m weak. after that i was trying to prove my strength in f18 rebirth quest. i did solo. and with recored time. here is the video

here is few other people did it.

i only count the solo playing. they finished the killing after 20 min. but my char ARTGX did it in 20 min time frame. check the time counter. hope this time people will not tell me weak.