FINALLY landed my dream job... and then I blew it :(

Finally got a job driving buses. I can pretrip coaches fine, I can even do all the bookwork (surprisingly 😳) fine, HOWEVER...

Let's just face it, I just can't hack it as a Metro driver.. it's as if something is working against me. Either it's the age/condition of the coaches (in context of mechanical stuffs; eg, alignments), it's my weak ass hips, I can't judge distance properly, I keep treating left turns on green like it's in a car (get halfway in the intersection on a green light then wait for the turn; which I admit there is 100% my fault) or it's something else.. cuz If there's things I'm consistently doing its hitting curbs, mistiming traffic lights, being too one track minded, treating left turns on green and waiting your turn as if it's a car... Not to mention I am/was on my final written warning.. that means one more curb hit and/or mistiming of traffic lights and/or trying to handle left turns like it's a car, that's it I'm fired and any chance of me being CDL somewhere else just went down the tubes :(

It is what it is, I could come back and do Access maybe down the road :|