The Past (Original Poem)

"Leave the past there - in the past!"
It ain't the first time nor the last ...
From there, it will come, like always; back,
Feels like - Seven Nation Army; from that Jack ...
And I'm bleeding and I'm kneeling before the Lord,
it's so terrible, and I have just one more word ...
"Help!" Or like that ship I will sink,
there's no time left, even for a blink.
I hope for the last time - that He will help?
I'm not a strong guy, I'm like whelp ...
It's wrong saying all things are well,
I need to get out from this hell!