I think you have to get better at writing and improving your penmanship before you realize just how much more room for improvement there is. Another aspect of penmanship is your speed of writing without losing consistency and style (which is something I have a lot of problem with at the moment).

I can't quite put your drawing style to words, but seeing that you are also involved in a few different areas on steemit (and outside steemit) makes me think that you have incorporated many different ideas and influences in your work, and I am a very big fan of the end result :) And if it keeps you engaged while also bringing you joy, then that's just awesome!