I am

I am not the type of person who is good at showing my emotions. I am blunt, clueless and emotionless at times. If only you knew how badly my heart screams how much I love you, if only you knew in times of loneliness memories of you fill my head. If only you knew how happy you made me, if only I were more affectionate towards you. Then maybe, just maybe, you would of known how loved you by me. But, I'm no good with showing you how I truly feel. I'm sorry.. I wish I was.