Oliver Talongpas Ocay I should change, rather

Oliver Talongpas Ocay I should change, rather manage too. I admit I am quite the perfectionist and I plan everything before I do shit. So maybe that's why I get so heart heavy when things don't go the way I expected too. You're a swirling mess of unpredictable energy. Complete opposite of me. You hate change but still went with it. I should confess I beat myself up over what will happen and future plans. I should stop, we should just enjoying what's happening and take us with it?