Sketchbook Mess

in #art5 years ago

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Another week that passed like a rollercoaster and felt like forever as crazy as it sounds. I've been spending some of the evenings doing commissions, but I needed to ventilate with doodles for myself as well. A lot of turning points in my personal life and a lot of revelations, who is who and what actually is. I would say that I felt dissapointed by really close people and became closer with others. But the dissapointment was also from me at me as well. I could have done things better life-wise...maybe when it comes to drawing as well...always. Anyway...here are some mood drawings for relaxation.

I'm almost done with commission work that took me more time than expected and I'm exited to take a proper break soon and draw more consistently things I want to express...

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I would say that I felt dissapointed by really close people and became closer with others. But the dissapointment was also from me at me as well.

I am sorry to hear that. People sometimes disappoint us and there's nothing we can do about it. Just move on and forgive or forget them.

Thanks for your lovely drawings!

No spitefulnes and no revenge of course...I never meant to embrace my pride or ego at those times, I just failed with having expectations that people that I feel close would do the same.
In a sea of Narcissists i you are basically alone.


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These are good personal drawings, if I could unwind by drawing stuff like this, I would have done it more often hahaha. Sorry to hear that you have some relationship problems. It's bound to happen that we are disappointed by people around us, because as you said, I'm often let down by myself.

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