I'm back
Hello again to my streemian friends . I have not been active for some time. My life has changed so much in the last 3 years. So this is my vent. Since my last post over three years ago. I've lost my best friend and my wife. Life has been quit the lonely journey. I've lost many of my friends, relatives, coworkers . It has been a real shit show. I just lost a friend on April 1 . How ironic my friend was a lost soul, I helped my friend over five years ago. He had a alcohol problem then, when he was inebriated feel hit his head on the night stand. Where he layed there for two to three days until another one of my friends went to check on him. They lived in another town ,they. Brought him to my town he was in ICU for about 8-10 days induced coma, brain swell number of problems. He finally woke up. So he did rehab for two months. I went every day to see him. My wife was also fighting her battle. I spent way to much time at all departments of the medical facilitys . I put a lot of time in for my friend. it took over three months of rehab to finally get home. So he went home, I was in contact with him for months on his fourth month. He feel off the wagon . His mother passed away, at the service. He was drunk and bad I was very disappointed in him. I have been sober for two years at this point. So at the service ,he got in my face I talking his crap, he had two sisters and they had a falling out. He really pissed me off, he tried talking to me spitting on me wanting to buy me a drink at the service. So we didn't talk but one time in the last year and half. So the first of the year it was cold where he lived. And again he was drunk and this time he passed out on his porch with thongs on. They found him in the morning. He got frost bite in his feet. They ended up cutting one foot off and saved the other. I couldn't talk to him because he was still drinking. My friends kept me in the loop. They told me he would be on his porch with his stump on his rail and drinking beer. Then 20 days ago he's back in ICU again, now he has double pneumonia. I tried to go see him which I couldn't. He finally passed it was a sad ending. I knew him my whole life he was six years younger. I taught him all my bad habits when we were kids. I lost my wife coming up to two years ago. This month is suppose to be rebirth, abundance ,it is of pain to me . I have a real issue with the people of this world. In the last couple of months. You can not put trust in people no more. I be been ripped off, scammed and lied to so much. The last couple of days it's been nothing but a shit show. I had my heart broken , my first virtual girl friend turned out to be a scam. They didn't get anything . I didn't just fall off the turnip truck. I knew what they were doing so played with it trying to get as much info as I can. The bank called me to call them and yes they covered my ass thank God. It's really hard to trust anymore. I had to dump all my apps that was related to all the communications. The easiest way the bank investigator told me was to uninstall. I lost years of information. I'm not your computer wiz , I know how to get in trouble but not out. I
have met many good people on Steemit . So this was just a vent . I'm going to stick it out on this app for awhile. And to the scammers, info theives. I am much wiser and I will be much more aware. I hope I can meet and talk, text and share with the good people Steemit. Again thanks to everyone that makes this possible. That's my vent and I'm sticking to it