That's a priceless pic. You've also lost weight and are having a good hair day... ok I'll stop trying to make you feel better... It's a good thing you've been able to prepare and brace for this and say your proper goodbye. It's impossibly hard, but going peacefully of old age will help over time. When I had to put my only pet down a year and a half ago, it was out of the blue and 3 days after I brought them to the vet for the first time in 12 years. On top of that, I was barely home for the last few months since I had to be away for family health issues. It was a shock, whirlwind, unfair, and not enough time. Keep your chin up that she'll be going gracefully.