You don't have the idea about how many times I got freeze, when you came near to ...

... me.

I am too much scared that my feelings may push you away and you never come back.

When you smiled at me, I looked down as I knew mine was not such bright.

I know I hurt you with my words,
The dumbest way I got to express my affection for you is with my foolish sarcasm.
At this moment,
I don't even know whether to make
Some more effort to connect with you
Or
Just stand and see you going away.

I hope it's not late and it's not too much to say sorry.
I hate myself now , for ruining this beautiful thing. What I can do for my helplessness?

The way in evening birds get together at nest after flying around,
I wish we join again and remain as before.