naaa mate, no body said anything anywhere. I just put myself in "MY OWN SHOES" to when my kids were among the many who can not enjoy what we did.

So I am actually being self critical.

I do appreciate the fact that no body said anything, even if someone did read my post from last night, and maybe thought to them self "well I couldn't do that" or "my kid can't do that".

But it does come down to the fact that I feel guilty because I should have known better, just got carried away with remembering my childhood, forgot the facts of life for so many kids who don't have the opportunity to enjoy it the way I did.... who just can't do the things I did.... and with everything that I went through, all the emotions that go with.... and so on.... I just go out and do somthing as thoughtless as this.... OK if I didn't know... but I do know and I still f#ckd up.... self critical is worse than if a 1000 people said anything, mea culpa dude.... I need to think before I act.