Special Day
This is the day I became a Certified Facilitator for Access Consciousness. š
I choose to become a facilitator because the tools worked.
I put them to the test. And they exceeded expectation!
Iāve always been a gypsy of the world. I traveled the globe, sat in jungles in silence for months, alone, naked, spent over $100,000, got every book, took every program, all trying to get happy, all trying to get this reality.
Just before I gave up, for the final time. An Access Bars class came to my little ski town of Telluride, CO.
Iād been watching Access for a few years through some friends. āHow does it get any better than this?ā and āWhat else is possible?ā, theyād post on Facebook.
Are you f**king kidding me I thought?
Iād become jaded and showed up to Access with the attitude of, āprove it to meā.
I took my first Bars class in Telluride and shortly thereafter moved to Boulder and took 2 more Bars classes, a Foundation and a 3 Day Body Class.
Then, I wanted to see if these tools worked - before I spent any more money - and I moved back to Alaska for a bit.
I picked 2 tools: Return to Sender (with consciousness attached) and I got my Bars run - A LOT.
I chose Return to Sender because I got my mind was probably nuts and I was willing to return every thought, feeling and emotion to see what it created - I made it 3.5 mos.
I chose to get my Bars ran as much as possible because I had already ādone everythingā. So if Access said I could lie on a table and my whole life could change, then I was like, āprove it to meā - I made it 5-20 hrs a week for 4 mos.
At then end of both of these tools, I signed up for Certified Facilitator.
You donāt become a CF for the money. You donāt become a CF because itās an insta-business.
You become a CF because these tools work and the earth is asking for exactly what they facilitate. They are FUN. They are WACKY. And they invite you to get over yourself in the best way ever so far. Easily.
We get lighter. We become less of a burden to ourselves and the world. We become a walking, talking invitation of possibility. We become our business. The business of Being You.
Nothing else invites us to be us, like Access does.
Nothing else works as fast or with as much ease, as Access does.
Nothing else gives you the freedom Access invites.
Since becoming a CF, Iāve been in or facilitated the Foundation 12 times. Itās my favorite class. How did I get so lucky to facilitate it?
I write this because when I asked, āwhat must I be or do to be the invitation I truly be?ā This popped.
People will think you want their money. People will judge you as they judge themselves.
Gary says, āAmericans love to wait. They love to say, Iāll see you next time.ā
People love to say, āNo one here wants Access. No one here has money.ā
Iāve been revisiting the states. Saying, āšš½ā to so many places I had other lifetimes in. And people everywhere ask what I do. What Iām on. Why Iām different?
Donāt let people fool you. And donāt let people stop you.
Become a Bars Facilitator or a Certified Facilitator because you believe in the business of Being You. Not because you buy this realityās excuse they donāt want change.
Make it cool. Make it you. And keep going.
You never stopped before.
All of my friends followed me into silent retreats, cleansing, colonics, organic food, eating green, etc.
And they all stopped at Access.
They said, āErin, when are you going to stop?ā And they all drew the line. Not Access.
I was so grateful they did, cause it got me to realize, āEverything Iāve chosen, so far, has gone mainstream. So what do I know?ā And I smiled.
You know something. I donāt know what you know. But I love that our business is inviting ourselves and others to know it.
Our business isnāt defined. There are no answers.
Donāt let that stop you.
Thatās the adventure of these tools.
And itās the best adventure, so far.