Anyone else feeling the effects from the upcoming Lunar Eclipse? (Emotional and Energetic Sensitivity)

As a Highly Sensitive person, I am greatly affected by what happens in nature, the Earth's fluctuations, the energy I feel from other people, my own monthly cycle, as well as seasons and the lunar cycle. Well, tomorrow is the Lunar Eclipse, and apparently a full moon lunar eclipse. This means that while normally the full moon helps me be at peak efficiency, have focus and feel great emotionally and physically, all that will be eclipsed within me too. It doesn't help that I am at the end of my period and I am still fatigued from that.

The build up to this eclipse has affected me and I'm sure that for a few days to a week afterwards I will also feel different and fluctuating things within my body and mind. I feel very tired physically, unmotivated, unable to focus, and all I want to do is shut my brain down a bit. It's affecting my third eye, because I feel disconnected and I want to do things that do not benefit my awareness and well being. I feel tired physically so I want to be asleep, as in let my third eye sleep. I'm not sure if this is good or bad, but Frank listened to a video where the lady, who happens to be into divination and astrology and tarot, said n=that it's best to be in allowance and not fight whatever it is we are feeling. Part of my healing is also to be in allowance and not in resistance. So that's what I'm going with for now.

Emotionally and mentally, other than having a lack of focus, I feel down, I feel discouraged, I feel sad. I was not triggered the way I sometimes am earlier today, so I was not afflicted with an emotional flashback, but I was able to feel the sadness of it without being enraged. It was very different to how I usually experience emotional flashbacks. I rarely fall into a bad state anymore, but I could very easily identify what I was feeling and why, what it linked to and express it with much more ease. I suppose this high sensitivity to this event is allowing me to be even more attuned to what I feel than usual, in which case, that's a good thing.

I don't know why I feel sad though. I just feel bad. Melancholy. A line from Hamlet, Prince of Denmark comes to mind:

"Seems, madam? Nay, it is. I know not seems."

It truly is melancholy, more than sadness or woe. While all intricately meaning the same thing, also intricately meaning different things. Melancholy is the kind of sadness that has no cause. So perhaps I simply feel what the Earth is feeling.

Ironically, I also feel sexually charged. While I have my period, Frank and I usually keep our sexual intimacy to the more cuddly kind, while I sometimes enjoy pleasuring him. Being so in love and connected in a telepathic way as a result of that love, I tend to feel what he feels. This week, however, it is VERY much heightened and I felt as though we had been making love the way we normally do. Granted, sometimes I orgasm just from kissing and feeling our energies, this is time it's reached a whole new level. This makes it strange, to feel such sexual energy while feeling tired and melancholy at the same time. I'll just go with it because there's nothing else I can do.