stillonthequest (35)in #benzodiazepines • 7 years ago9. I'm in Thailand at rehab and they have never detoxed anyone off the levels of benzos I'm on.Gonna be a fun ride. Have a nice day :)stillonthequest (35)in #introduceyourself • 7 years ago7. 11 things about meI'm 32 from London. I have treatment resistant bipolar. I have tried about 30 medications over the past 5…stillonthequest (35)in #depression • 7 years ago6. . Do you want to be severely depressed to the point where you're offered electric shock therapy? Then blame others for how you feel.Over the past 6 months which spiralled me into depression and researching obsessively whether my diagnosis of…stillonthequest (35)in #happiness • 7 years agoWhat was I worrying about?I haven't been able tol write until today with all the organising from the move and settling into where I'll be for a…stillonthequest (35)in #angry • 7 years ago4. I couldn't handle the crisis houseThey monitored my every moment. I wasn't allowed out for the weekend. I couldn't stand the restrictiveness. It…stillonthequest (35)in #loneliness • 7 years ago3. So I know what I'm doing for a month nowI couldn't handle normal life. Never been a huge fan of it. The loneliness kicked in and then the depression came with…stillonthequest (35)in #loneliness • 7 years ago2. What shall I do for a month?I've been with my partner the whole of the Christmas holidays. It's been a great distraction from the depression and…stillonthequest (35)in #bipolar • 7 years ago1. So it's actually happening there's a date nowToday it got confirmed. I'm going to Thailand for rehab. Too much has gone on in my life recently and London has…