Any photographers out there not quite comfortable being the subject?

in WORLD OF XPILAR4 years ago

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I'm really not comfortable for a bunch of "reasons"IMG_7529.JPGI'm going to confess and get some freedom from these HORRIBLE SECRETS!

IMG_7530.JPGHaha. Well they don't seem like much but actually have been torturing me in a lot of ways. Probably number one is my teeth. I have no dental insurance and no money to go to a dentist. My teeth are yellow like an old mule. It keeps me from smiling. I'm ashamed of it. Most people here have teeth like my white shirt!

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The other is my sun tortured eyes. They are constantly red and once upon a time I used to get compliments on my blue eyes. Not anymore. I'm vain enough to miss that. IMG_7532.JPGThird? My skin is destroyed by the sun too. It hurts. I'm red like a tomato all the time. This all seems superficial? Well I left out the depression, loneliness, poverty, failure, and all the other "deep" B.S. lol.

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Nothing wrong with you looks. You look gorgeous! 😊

Thank you! :)

You are welcome. Have more confidence in your good looks. 😊

It may seem silly but I have been told I was handsome/cute/attractive and yet ever since I was very young I was insecure about it. It's not something that men were allowed to talk about so I just stuffed it away. Now that I'm in my 60's I'm so sick of it. I would like to not care at all what people think and also to have a healthy view of myself.

I am sure you were handsome/cute/attractive as they said.
Anyway, it is a different era now. And you are still are handsome/cute/attractive. Bear that in mind, always. 😊

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