Fall in love

I wake every morning, wanting to be in love again. I try to sleep every night and dream of all the fairy tales I've written a hundred times in my head. Today? Today feels different. Like magic and stardust and moonbeams . Today I'll fall in love. I'll fall in love with the morning sky, and the rain on my windows. I'll fall in love with the race cars on my floor, and the sounds of arguments in the hall. I'll fall in love with uniforms and hair ties. With getting out the door on time for once. I'll fall in love with the moon as it makes way for the sun. I'll fall in love with street lights and headlights that glimmer like stars. I'll fall in love with the sound of my boots as they hit the ground. And I'll fall in love with these songs in my ears. They way they've stitched my soul together. I'll fall in love with the first sip of coffee, and I'll fall in love with the last. I'll fall in love with my own words. I'll fall in love with my eyes. I'll fall in love with today. I'll fall in love with tomorrow. I'll fall in love with all the plans I've made and never kept. I'll fall in love with all the ones that broke me. I'll fall in love with the ones that walked away. I'll fall in love with the ones too afraid to stay. I'll fall in love with my scars. I'll fall in love with my pain. I'll fall in love with happiness. I'll fall in love with forever. I'll fall in love with never again. I'll fall in love with the rain again as it washes my soul clean. I'll fall in love with me.