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i have this incredible ache in my chest. i have no idea where it's originating from. is it the ache of all the what should have/could have/would have beens? or is it an ache for something new? am i missing someone? am i wanting someone? it's a strange ache. and empty hollow kind of ache. a quiet ache. with no real designation or design. just this ache. this awful consuming ache. and then i think of you. and then i know.