I should calm down

I'm not
Never stop
Will continue to understand
Still thinking
When to force
Or bloody for you
Whatever it is provided
Trying to accept

And you just
Need to accept
And do not have to understand
And do not have to think
Just need to understand
I breathe for you
So stay here
And start accepting me

Try to understand
All this is looking for meaning
Forever will not stop
Want to feel
This longs to be one
Let time split