:) I've always had a hard time hating. It seems so irrational. I don't like to let my emotions control me, even though I feel a lot of emotoins all the time, or precisely because of that. If I let myself go into emotional negativity, I end up in a bad mood. But I don't want to feel bad, so I've decided to simply reject hate and all such emotions.

Many people have started fights around me only to find out that I was not supporting them in the hateful rivalry. Some even go like "you're against me!", but I'm just not willing to invest my emotions into conflictive impulsiveness.

It's weird and many people see it as something weird, but it lets me leave much more peacefully. It has also led me to understand others more easily. Overall it was a very good decision, so props to you for also being on this path. :)