I walked back to my car... July 5th

On the 3rd when I got home there was nowhere to park by my apartment. So after driving around the block once I drove to a place where I know there will be a space. It's long walk from where I live. Anyway I left my car there over the 4th holiday and didn't even attempt to drive anywhere. I'm glad the holiday is over. I loved it when I was younger but not now. If I had friends or something to do it might be better but feeling trapped in the apartment sucks. It's holidays like this when I wish my friends were not all dead or lost in conspiracies. I'm sure having a bit of money would help too.