Waiting
Waiting is always a long time, no time to see, can't see the coming, waiting, waiting for anxiety. Sometimes, sometimes they will be in a trance. They will be waiting for the coming, or they will be delighted when they come.
Waiting is an incredible art. When you wait for the car, you can see the most true expression of everyone. If you are not so eager, you will find that you are a simple psychologist. Psychologists are a very interesting phenomenon. The words, behavior, expressions, and even the mood of others will make you aware of their psychological activities. There is no rash bow brush with mobile phone or around people laughing, these people are generally early, departure time and time. There he ran the pace or are in a hurry, I urged the speech, more love of this kind of people, because they take the time to plan is very compact, of course there are those who really really the concept of time is not strong, but have to admit that, on some people, it is really admire. People always have the desire of control. In the mind, they think and think about time and things. They always like all kinds of things except themselves, because no one doesn't like their intentions.
In fact, I am a person who hates waiting, waiting for me to feel bored, lonely, feel at a loss, especially when a person. I have seen a person waiting for a car when his eyes are glazed and empty. He has seen a man lowering his head and grinding his feet and rubbing the floor. He has seen a person's eyes staring at the direction of the car, silently sighing. The most common thing is a man with his head down and playing with his cell phone silently. They are them, but sometimes I am.
When people are more and more dependent on foreign things, it is really lonely. Waiting will magnify this loneliness. At this time, you yearn for the phone ringing on your hand, and eager to stand next to someone who will chat with you, eager to see where your eyes can see, there is a scene that can attract you. Sometimes, in order to alleviate this lonely embarrassment, we also want to be quiet, but only when we know that a person is not waiting for a long time when he is waiting. Waiting for a car, waiting for someone to see... How many of the second class are boring, boring and tasteless, only knowing it. Wait for the car you want to sit on, wait for the person you want to see... How many times have been accompanied by anxiety and loneliness, but willingly.
A long time ago, when I was waiting for a bus, I thought of such a saying, "waiting is painful, waiting is happiness", but now, I think this sentence needs several prerequisites to be established. When I was young I was very afraid of the dark, but it didn't have much better, there are times in others home and forget the time, it was dark, a man afraid to go home, stay home for the night also feel shy people, don't feel shy to ask more adult family to take me home, a man sitting silently in the intersection, longing for someone came to pick me up, speechless, sat silently, waiting. A second time in the past days, have long been black through the family only roadside door light shining in the heart, more and more afraid of, but not until the person who is to meet me, looking around, searching for a familiar figure, was never far away after someone, like his father however, because the timid dare not cry out, not to the dark, so look at the shadow, and then walked across from my eyes. I cried, but dare not to cry. One time, there was a person who spoke to me. I refused. He said he could wait for me, and I felt in my heart and felt guilty. It turns out that, not what you like, what you want, and so on, and so on are all painful.
I do not like to wait, more accurately, not like to wait for the kind of suffering and at a loss of loneliness. Many people love to say, grow up is to learn to endure loneliness, I think not so, I think the growth is gradually to know how to get along with their own, perhaps this is another way of saying, but we often don't understand themselves, but onlookers Those closely involved cannot see clearly.. Most people set their sights on places other than themselves. Just like many people buy shoes, they value them beautifully. If they wear them out, they will be able to attract others' attention, regardless of whether they are comfortable or appropriate to wear them. It is because most of the time when we focus our eyes and minds on ourselves, we will feel overwhelmed and lonely when we wait. Many of us are not used to getting along with ourselves or to escape from ourselves.
The waiting, pretending to calm, but disorderly heartbeat. I'm glad to wait. To learn; perhaps one day will wait until the heart, perhaps one day will wait until xinruzhishui. Car, always wait; people, always have to wait; the root of the bottom, only to see the wish and value is not worth.
"Beep..." The waiting car is coming, the waiting person doesn't come, is it on the car or back?