I don’t even know what I have. I just got used to smiling and laughing in front of people and the only time I can be really honest about my feelings is when I’m writing (typing) it.

I feel like I’m two different person in one body sometimes. I love laughing with people I enjoy it s much but there are times I don’t even wanna see people. Literally. Idk. I said I can be really honest when I’m writing but thinking about it now, I don’t even remember how many times I pretended to be so happy and bubbly while feeling so down. Idk.

But you’re right, steemit is helping me in voicing out what I feel and it’s in a way a relief.

Thank you! Really. All of you who never gets tired of sending good vibes and encouragement to people who constantly need it. Thank you ohana!!!