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Definitely. Sometimes it's damn near impossible. When I'm deep in depression, even when I'm happy for a moment, there's an underlying darkness.

I wonder then, if we are in depression... is there an underlying LIGHT??

I have to believe there is. Its just so shrouded and hard to find. Its like the sun behind the clouds, but its hard to move the clouds and theres a million layers of them and your movement is like it is in a dream where youre trying to move but cant. I also heard someone describe it as a blizzard. You just get buried, but i can never believe the light is gone. That would mean God was gone, and i dont think thgat happens.

Oh darling. that must be so so so hard. xx The divine is always there, we just can't see because we're so wrapped up in our own heads, chemicals, dramas. It's not our fault, but there's sure a lot of things we can do to address it, and there's a lot of people willing to help if we can just reach out in the darkness. I do hope you don't suffer this again soon. xx

It really is. I learned some good things from it though. I learned a hell of a lot of compassion. I always believe God is there, but finding them is more of a challenge. Definitely reaching out is critical. It's I think the most important bit for me.

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