It's frustrating not completing my dialysis treatment time because extra water will not be drawn-out completely





Yesterday I went lightheaded so much that i have to again call the attention of the nearest nurse so that the situation might be corrected. As soon as the nurse stopped the treatment my blood pressure is already so much down. I first felt it with the heartbeat being weak and my vision is starting to somewhat "blacking-out" and it will really fade to black if a quick action is not down and it will take a matter of seconds only before I literally lose my bowel control, shit myself, and then feel the agony of dying, and then blacking-out completely.
I do not trust the nurses in bringing me back via resuscitation and I will just assume that the will just send me up to the hospital beside the dialysis treatment area and let the nurses there to maybe bring me back but I do not trust them either because after all these nurses already had given-up on me and the thought of me dying is just another day in the office for them.
What I do not like about these hypotension bouts is that the senior nurse there would just return my blood and then terminate the treatment. It means that she will not let me continue the treatment even though the hypotension gets corrected. This is a lazy way of doing it because of course it will save them time and effort to do the necessary things after the correction of hypotension but for the patient, they will lose cleaning time and then because they infused almost half a liter of NSS in my bloodstream, it will further give me less allowance of fluid consumption considering that Monday is my next dialysis treatment schedule.
Now I am trying to get on a diet and I only ate bread and drank some coffee with it although I had some Ketoanalogues tablets plus my Moringa capsules as well for my vitamin, calories, and protein needs and these supplements and food items is providing me with it.
I also will take a laxative tea so that I will be able to eliminate extra water in my body while trying to scrimp and save my water consumption because I do not want to go back to dialysis with a very big fluid gains as it will present a problem about my lungs getting waterlogged and I do not want that to happen.
So I have not much choice but to sacrifice and deal with this issue so that it will not cause future problems. A basically wanted to let out fluids from my body while restricting my fluid intake. The weather in the other hand here in my country is still fair and makes me also to still use a blanket at night as it gets chilly when the night comes. So the temperatures are not helping me let out extra fluids from my body via perspiration and it makes it hard for me to control fluids because there is no other way to way to reduce fluids than if I will wear my sauna suit for a few hours and that is really very uncomfortable and this one way that I have to use mild laxative tea which I will going to do in a couple of hours rom the time of this writing.
It is my deepest concern not to get too waterlogged because it is one bog cause of mortality rate among dialysis patients especially in my clinic. One patent which is used to be mobile is now wheelchair-bound because he is obviously waterlogged and these nurses are not doing anything about it. I do not want it to happen to me so, I really have to be so careful but my body has a thing of its own, so when I happen to experience hypotension, it will cause fluid management problem and I have to prevent future problems associated with it.
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